April 2, 2009

UNTITLED

So I just realised I hadnt posted today and I was panicking , so this is my fallback!


Your first impression on me-
A cocky jerk, full of himself.
On digging underneath all those layers,
I found a sensitive, very vulnerable man,
No- a boy, trapped in the man,
Unable to show his true fears.

We found each other.
We shared our dilemmas’;
We shared our glee.
We showed each other our fears;
We aided each other overcome them.
You became a model for me,
Made me what I am now,
Self-confident, strong, and humane;
Transferred some of your wonderful qualities to me.

So, today,
Why do you have to leave me hanging like this?
Solitary,
All alone- to share this burden,
We vowed to share together;
Giving me no rhyme or reason
To hope that you will be back.

Did our friendship count for nothing?
It meant the world to me.
Your acceptance, support and inexplicable trust,
Was nothing but a hoax?

How do I believe that?
When every step I faltered,
You were right there to steady me,
Hold my hand, and carry me.

Do I give no significance to those memories?
Let them crumble to dust and disintegrate into the mist?
Those precious times,
You were my sole confidant,
My person,
The one I could turn to,
Without expecting to be judged or questioned
For my words, actions, or deeds.

Do I let them go?



More to come tomorrow I promise!